June 07, 2018
Last time I wrote was on Tuesday and I was going to get up and get ready after I published that journal entry but, there was like free burgers for teachers at boyfriend’s work so he had to be kept there hella late. He wasn’t able to get me my iced espresso on time and I was sleepy… so I just ended up staying home.
Yesterday, boyfriend had the day off. When we woke up, I made a grocery list real quick and then, we went grocery shopping.
We came home and boyfriend made dinner for us while I took a shower. Dinner was absolutely delish. As usual, we went to Starbucks for our espressos. We each got 5 shots this time. I was energized as fuck! lol.
I went to work a little bit after 10p and I stayed until a little past 4a. I had a really nice client who wanted to come see me again tonight but, I decided to stay home because it’s boyfriend’s last day off for a few days in a row. I feel bad for telling the client I’d be there tonight but, boyfriend is more important, right?
Today, we woke up really late. It was nearly 4p. We went to Walmart for a whole list of stuff but, I also bought a few extra items for myself…
- Peet’s Coffee – Dark Roast in French Roast
- Onyx Bathouse – Bath Bomb in Wine Time Red Wine + Charcoal
- Color Club – 2 Nail Lacquers in Holographic Bewitched and Matte Study Buddy
We also bought other necessities such as: new razor heads, new toothbrushes, trash bags, cat litter, aaaaand I think that was it? At least, for things we actually needed. We didn’t own a coffee machine before though, so we bought the $8 one that’s super tiny (and super cute), it makes “5 cups” at a time. That’s why we bought the Peet’s Coffee beans. I’ve never been to a Peet’s cafe nor have I tried their beans but, boyfriend picked this out and I was like, “yeah! I always read how these two awesome bloggers that I follow love their coffee!!” (S/O to Mackenzie and Katie!!) so, it was a no brainer for us to throw it in the cart. I also found there’s an actual Peet’s here, it’s a little ways away but, I do see us visiting it in the near future– I’m sure they make their own coffee loads better than we ever could.
We also bought these cool mugs that match our bowls and plates already in our cupboards:
We were gonna go to the money center at Walmart to send my dad the cash I owe him but the line was ridic so we were like “hey the Albertson’s by our place can do it and they’re always slow so let’s just go there…” so go there we did… but of course, their little money center was closed. Boyfriend’s gonna have to send it at the Walmart by his work tomorrow before he goes in. He was also looking for a new pair of jeans but, they had only those rough, old-school looking, thick, for work ones, lol. Hopefully he can find what he’s looking for when he goes tomorrow.
By the way, the nail polish I’m wearing in the photo with the mug is by Color Club, too. It’s another holographic one called Sidewalk Psychic. I liked it so much which is why I bought two more today. 😉
Boyfriend’s already brewing up our first pot of coffee. We stopped at Starbucks for frapps with 3 shots each but, you can never have too much coffee, right? Lol… I know that’s not true. I’m more than sure coffee can make a person go crazy.
And to those of you who have been patiently waiting… I’m almost done trying out my Play! By Sephora products from last month, I just have one more item to try and I think I’m going to try it tonight. I also received a box from Influenster that I’ll have to show you guys soon, too.
Does anyone know if Ulta gives free birthday gifts during your birth month? Or does only Sephora do that?
I’m so excited to show you guys my two new subscription boxes but, they both don’t even ship out until the 15th (aka my bday). I’m still getting my three $10/mo. ones, too. Can not wait! 😀
Oh, do you guys remember how I mentioned that I wanted to see the new Marilyn Monroe Musical at the Paris Casino? Maybe once, twice… or three previous times? Well, I’m glad I never bought a ticket because I watched a review on YouTube and there was literally no stage set nor props, it looked super low-budget (which would be fine, I guess, if it wasn’t in the PARIS CASINO and the tickets weren’t super expensive). Apparently, they’re still in their “soft-opening” stage or whatever, so I’ll wait until the show is totally ready.
At work, there was this new sign put up. It was titled in big letters “WEIGHT WARNING”. They’re going on yet another “overweight girls” firing spree. So… I’ve def got to stick to my goal of not drinking this month (firing day is in July). I didn’t have any liquor last night but, it was only my first day of work this week. I do think I’ll be able to lay off the liquor for this entire month, though, I have faith in myself. 🙂 I feel much more fresh and awake when I’m not drunk every other night.
I feel bad for the super insecure girls that are reading the sign, though. So many girls are worried about their bodies already. There’s this super thin girl, she’s under 21… (I know because she wears the underage wristband, lol) she was using the single dressing room bathroom before me and I could tell she hadn’t been drinking or anything but when I walk in after her, there was such a horrible stench of vomit. I think she wasn’t able to flush the toilet because someone knocked on the door for her to hurry up and she had to rush out. I walked to the toilet and I saw that she left her freakin’ bile in it!! Gosh. She always walks around sucking her stomach in, too… like she is already SO tiny. I saw her teeth in the real light and up close, too… she is so pretty and her teeth are ruined from who knows how many years of forcing herself to throw up?? Another underage girl told me she went to get lip injections but she was allergic to the lidocaine which really upset her because, in her words, she said this to me: “I was going to get injections in my hips so they’d be like yours after I injected my lips but now, I can’t do either of ’em. I hate my life!” I told her she was the perfect the way she was but, I could tell she didn’t believe me.
I’m not saying I’m the most confident person in the world. I, too, feel insecure all the time… I’ve just never been to the point where I’d risk my health by getting surgery, injections, or sticking my finger down my throat… I can only imagine how tough that battle in their head must be and how mean some clients, managers, and other dancers can be only makes it so much worse. It just really saddens me listening to some of my co-workers bash themselves so hard when they’re all so beautiful.
Anywhooooters… what am I even talking about anymore?
Goodnight, loves ❤