April 09, 2018
I’m stressed out because my period still hasn’t arrived. I know it’s coming, it’s just messing with me, like always.
I couldn’t get myself to work on Saturday. My body and mind were on shut down mode.
On Friday, it was a bit busy but, not super. Stupid fishnet guy (Luke from My Regulars post) came to stalk me. I really didn’t feel like talking to him, since there were so many other customers, I didn’t have to. I blatantly ignored him. He let me go on ignoring him for maybe 2hrs, we locked eyes a few times but, I didn’t care. I was NOT trying to even say “hello” to him. I thought I was off the hook for the night, that he’d leave and/or was upset enough to hate me forever.
I was wrong.
Just when I let my guard down and stopped walking around and mingling for ONE second, there he was. AH! He had this creepy, mischievous smile on his face. Like a predator who had just caught his prey. I quickly turned around, pretending I didn’t see him and I approached a different customer. As I greeted the other customer, Luke was just hovering over us!!! It was crowded enough for the customer not to notice but, I knew what was going on. I was able to get a dance from the customer so Luke took a seat VERY close to us, where he sat and watched me the whole time. Then, I got up from that customer and right as I got up, Luke… with that predator ass smile grabbed me by the arm and you guys, I ran so quick to another customer and pretended like I wasn’t being stalked. I could tell the customer was startled when I approached him but I told him I was running away from a customer and he lightened up and bought me a drink so I could sit with him and stay away from Luke who sat near us for a long while but did eventually leave.
I’m ready for work already. Did my make up and hair. Showered, shaved, moisturized but gosh. I DO NOT WANT HIM TO BE THERE AGAIN TONIGHT.
Also, I really hope I don’t get my period while I’m at work. That would be a fucking nightmare.
Anyways, I came home from work on Friday around 4a. I finally made enough for my taxes so I should feel no more stress but I am still stressed.
On Saturday, boyfriend worked during the evening and he didn’t get home ’til nearly 11p. I showered and stuff for work but never did my makeup so I decided I just didn’t want to go. Like I said, I just felt groggy.
Sunday… boyfriend worked during the day and came home around 4p. We just stayed home and he cooked us a yummy dinner. We tried watching Parenthood because my sister said it was really good but we both got bored. Then, we watched The Good Doctor which we liked but I got bored through the second episode and started playing games on my phone, lol. It wasn’t the show though. I just was sick of watching TV.
Today, boyfriend worked during the evening. I finished reading Boy21, it was so good. I started it yesterday and finished today. It was short but, wow. I loved it.
Boyfriend’s home now and we already finished smoking a blunt. I’m drinking my espresso and still wondering where my damn period is. I guess I’ll go to work now.