Journal Entry 19

November 8, 2017

Monday night I went to work and it was really slow but something I’ve never witnessed in my 3 years as an exotic dancer happened. There was this older couple and the woman was laying down on our lap dance couches (I told you it was slow–there was no dances going on) and the man was fingering the fuck out of her. He saw me and made eye contact and I cringed a little. I was waiting for a customer to get out of the bathroom when I saw this happening. I walked over to the bouncer and slowly said his name and he looked at me and said, “I know…” he walked over to them and my customer came out of the bathroom. I kind of rushed him to show him what was going on and the bouncer glared at me and said, “don’t show the customers; they’ll think they can do that here.” I scrunched my nose and said “ew, not to me! and that’s his wife!” and the bouncer seemed upset with me and I was a little worried that I’d get in trouble. I def made it clear to my customer that that wasn’t a dancer and that he wouldn’t be allowed to do stuff like that here.

Surprisingly and annoyingly, the couple wasn’t kicked out. Couples ARE actually allowed to do that stuff at our club but not out in the fucking open like they were. They have to pay a dancer to bring them to a VIP room…so the bouncer sent a girl over to the couple to ask if they wanted to go upstairs and he said he just wanted her to watch him “finger fuck” his wife but she wasn’t for it lol.

After I finished my dance with the customer, I went up to the bouncer to try to make sure I wasn’t in trouble…I said, “hey, I wasn’t showing him–I just told him what he missed out on watching!! And I promise I made it clear that he can’t do that here. But how long were you gonna watch before you were gonna say anything?” and he got all huffy puffy and said, “don’t tell me how to do my job.” and I was confused, “I wasn’t trying to tell you how to do your job! I was just wondering how long you were watching for?!” and he told me, “I was in shock and I didn’t want to go over because the first time I noticed the man was sucking on his fingers!” I laughed and told him, “I’m sorry.” and he made a disapproving face. When I signed out the manager didn’t say anything about it so I don’t think I’m in trouble?

sushi booty
I love when he crosses his paws, hehe. (11/7/17)

Yesterday, I had all the intentions of going to work. I took a shower and shaved and everything except I didn’t put my contacts in right away so after dinner I was gonna put them in but I wanted to rest on the bed a little. Babe came and laid down next to me and of course we fell asleep for a little over an hour. I woke up extremely bloated and gassy, with a tummy ache–which always happens when I fall asleep with a full belly. I decided to just stay home. I wrote and scheduled 4 blog posts. The Recipe Reviews (#5) that posted this morning at 10a was one of them. I have one scheduled for 10a tomorrow, Friday, and Saturday, too.

harry potter mug
Boyfriend made me some cinnamon tea while I was typing up blog posts last night. Yum.

I started reading What Girls Are Made Of. I read one chapter of A Wolf At The Table and I became uninterested. I’m already 40% through with What Girls Are Made Of…it is only 200pgs or so though.

Brb, it’s 5:48p.

Ok I’m back, it’s now 5:50p. We just finished smoking a blunt and boyfriend went out for a cig and I wanted to join for a few puffs but I wasn’t ready to end this entry yet.

Anyways, the book is perfect. I love it. Not only am I enjoying the story but it’s also set in the beginning of November just like it is right now. I love reading books that are in sync with real life like that. I want to read a Christmas mystery book or something next. Does that make sense? 😛

The computer chair I ordered from AmazonSmile arrived already. Yesterday. But the desk hasn’t even been shipped yet so we haven’t opened the box.

bf and cats

Today, we woke up around 11a. I wanted to get my nails done but when I called my nail salon to make an appt with my favorite tech, I was informed she was off until tomorrow so I had to make an appt for tomorrow at noon…which I hope I am able to wake up for. Wednesdays are our cleaning days but we had other priorities today. Like getting my eyebrows threaded, picking up more weed, and buying more cat litter. We went to our favorite dispensary first, then to my eyebrow lady, and our last stop was PetSmart. We decided to buy a dome lid litter box because we are sick of sweeping up their litter so often but we were also told that cats don’t like the lids because they don’t want to be trapped in the smell. We bought just one for now to see if they use it–if they do, we’re gonna buy two more. They’re kind of expensive. At PetSmart there are so many kittens and cats up for adoption it makes me want to cry. We spent some time looking at them and boyfriend loves looking at the reptiles. He always says he wants like a turtle, snake, or chameleon. I want to buy him one for Christmas but I don’t want the cats to eat it if I do, lol.


We came home and boyfriend started dinner. I had a little time to reply to all your lovely comments then, I took a shower. When I got out, I had a little time to read some blogs and then dinner was ready. We ate and then we went to Starbucks for our 4 shots of espresso over ice. When we got home, I started writing this. Now, I’ll probably browse the web a little before I get start getting ready. It’s still a bit early. I hope it’s busy at work tonight but Wednesdays are always tough for me. I would have preferred today off instead of yesterday but I fucked that up.

It is now 6:04p.

15 thoughts on “Journal Entry 19

  1. Wow, that is gross! I hope someone cleans the lap dance couches regularly. lol I’ve never seen anyone do anything like that before, but I used to go to raves for a few years and apparently that kind of stuff was common, though I never witnessed it myself. I did turn around and see a girl snorting coke once, but drugs are pretty common at raves, so I didn’t think much of it.That bouncer sounds really rude though.

    Sushi looks so cute! I love how adorable cats are when they sleep.

    I have some post ideas drafted up, but haven’t actually written any of the posts yet. I haven’t had time and probably won’t for another day or so. I hate that though because I want to be able to post at least once every three days, but it’s now going on the fourth day. Thankfully I’m off work for ten days after tomorrow night so I’ll have some time to do some writing.

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    1. Ugh, I hope they clean them, too. I haven’t used the area that they were at since I seen it happen and it used to be my favorite spot. :-/ I’ve never been to a rave but I’ve heard that stuff like that happens all the time at them, too! One of my friends went to one and said that she just started making out with someone and they started to finger her in the middle of the crowd (and she let him!).

      Sushi says, “thank you” hehe. ❤

      Ten days off sounds amazing! Hope you enjoy your time off! ❤ Looking forward to reading your posts once you finish them. 🙂

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  2. Damn, out in the open like that? Nastyy – and how rude, like you’re dancers; that’s probably really uncomfortable and off-putting to you guys doing your job. Plus the bouncer sounds like a dick, but I’m glad you manager wasn’t annoyed at you 🙂

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  3. Your cats are super adorable, and that picture of your boy and the cat is so cute! 💜

    That’s disgusting what that guy was doing to his wife out in the open like that, even more so that he wanted everyone to watch. Especially since there are private rooms for that. Some people don’t have any respect at all 😒

    I’ve been trying to get my blog posts lined up again, I fell behind a couple days ago and it’s thrown me all off lol.

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    1. Lol, Sushi sleeps in between us like that every morning. He wakes up from his bed and then he lays in between us with his head on one of our pillows! So sweet. ❤

      And YEAH, that guy was gross!!! I hated that he made eye contact with me while he had his fingers jammed in her! LOL. If they were THAT horny I don't get why they didn't go home! But yeah, if they wanted people to watch they could make a porno, do webcam, ASK a girl or two to watch. Idk. It was disturbing lol.

      Ah, it was fun to write all day and then have an extra post everyday for 4 days in a row lol. 😀 Hope you get back into your groove!!

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      1. Awww so cute!! 💜

        And ohh gosh that’s just a different kind of sick fetish lolll. And yeah I agree! Some people get off on that sort of thing though 🙈 and lmao they probably could just do that. It sounds disturbing as hell.

        Haha I actually really like having that, too ☺️ and thanks! I’m hoping haha. I need to get next week planned out because I’m going to Ray’s again next weekend 😛


    1. Lol they are actually “normal” people during the day, I think. Thank you! They are the cutest boys ever, aren’t they? ❤

      Yes, sometimes I even need 5 shots of espresso. 😛 and boyfriend can even fall asleep right after he drinks 4.


  4. Omfg….that’s the most disgusting thing I have ever heard! The bouncer being “shocked” was pretty hilarious to me LOL. You’d think he’d seen a thing or two in there xD
    And awh your cat is adorable!!!! Your boyfriend shouldn’t smoke cigs, bad for you lol.

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    1. Hahaha yeah right. It was like he didn’t even want them to stop but I think they were tipping him quite well.

      Lol I wish we didn’t smoke cigs but it’s such a hard habit to quit!! 😦 we quit for nearly a year once but started back up eventually. Boo.

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