October 20, 2017
I woke up around noon today but boyfriend was still sound asleep. I browsed the web on my phone a bit and he woke up around 1:30p. We got to snuggle but only for a quick minute because he had to get ready for work. He starts at 4p today but he has to leave at like 2p because the traffic is so bad. He’s still in traffic right now–I just texted him. The weekends are the worst in Las Vegas for traffic.
I went to work Tues night and sorry if this is TMI but, I was hella gassy so I had to go home in only a little over an hour of being there and I hadn’t even made what I paid to get into work. I don’t like to share the numbers so much but I made -$10…then I couldn’t force myself to go on Wed night. I went last night and I got there around midnight and stayed til 3a and made +$10. I am so upset with myself. I tried HARD last night and all of the customer’s were being so rude. One even pretended to be deaf…then another one kept talking shit about my piercings, and this other one kept asking me what my ultimate goal in life is and why haven’t I done anything to make it there yet…the other ones just said they didn’t have any money like WHAT ARE YOU DOING AT THE STRIP CLUB THEN? That’s what bothered me the most about last night. There were actually a good amount of customers but they were all being complete assholes and it wasn’t just to me because I had witnessed it happen to another girl and heard plenty of girls bitching about the night…what the fuck, Stripper Gods. I’m going to be homeless at this rate.
Boyfriend and I did clean the whole house on Wed and I’ve only got one basket full of laundry left to do but guess what? I ran out of hangers again. We’ve already went out to buy more twice. I threw a whole bag of raggedy clothes away. Some of the stuff was nice and I know I should have donated it (shame, shame on me…) but every time I make bags of clothes to donate they sit around the house forever so boyfriend actually set them outside in case a homeless or less fortunate person wanted them. I hope someone who needed them found it, boyfriend told me he saw a homeless guy looking through our garbage bins a few times. I don’t mind–people throw away a lot of stuff that could be useful for someone else. “One man’s trash is another man’s treasure” right? This apartment complex is very quiet and calm so there’s no security and we’ve actually seen other people leave stuff out for the homeless too.
Our neighbors downstairs have two dogs…one big pitbull mix (maybe?) and a small weiner dog or something. You guys, they leave their dogs tied up on their tiny little patio everyday. And sometimes it gets so windy at night they cry and cuddle so close. They never let them in the house and I’ve only seen them get walked ONCE and I’ve almost lived here for a month now…yesterday, the little one escaped and she was sitting in front of the patio, kind of like telling her pitbull friend to please come out because she wanted to leave but she wasn’t gonna leave without the pitbull…we knocked on their door to let them know that their pup escaped and the guy came out and the poor pup inched away and put his head down so low, obviously showing fear of his owner. I wanted to cry. When I came home from work it was nearly 4a and extremely windy. The poor small pup had crawled under the concrete fence again, she was still attached to her leash this time but she was crying because she was so cold and probably wanted to be with the pitbull. Boyfriend and I hesitated about knocking the door at this hour so we went into our apartment and smoked a blunt…then we went onto our balcony and looked down to see if the pup was still there and she was so boyfriend grabbed a blanket and unleashed her and wrapped her up. He said she was so cold and shivering…you guys, it does get cold at night in Vegas…it can be 30 degrees and the wind is enough to lift me off the ground if I wore an empty backpack or put an umbrella over my head. We were both near tears. He brought her to their door and told the lady that the pup was so cold and shivering…and the lady opened the door this time and she acted like she cared a bit more than the man did. The lady was also the one who walked the dogs the one time I saw it happen. She took the dog from boyfriend and she turned the lights off on their patio and we THINK she took both the dogs in last night. I feel SO bad for these dogs. I wanna steal the little pup but I know I couldn’t handle the pitbull and they need to be together. I don’t want to call animal control and have a problem with my neighbors again like I did at my old place…and would the pound be better for the pups anyways? What should I do? What would you do???
Boyfriend finally made it through the traffic to work and texted me. I have planned all of my blog posts for November and half of December already. But, I still have ones that need to be posted a lot sooner that I haven’t even started working on…hehe. I’ll get there. I did catch up on everyone’s blog that I love. 🙂 YAY ME! I’m ready for more posts, guys!!
I still haven’t been reading all of the books I’d like to. There’s always so much other stuff to do instead. Maybe I’ll find the time when I finally get my period which my tracker says I’m supposed to get today and I’ve been cramping all week which usually doesn’t happen to me until I’m actually on my period…so I keep thinking “oh here it is” and there’s nothing. It’s really putting me in a bad funk. And my face is the oiliest it has ever been in a long time. WHY WHY WHY. THIS WEEK SUCKS!
It is now 3:26p.