(2 years ago – June 2015)
Obviously in the looks department I haven’t changed a bit. My face is the same and I even have the same hairdo! I’ve got different glasses now but I do still have a similar black pair like the ones I’ve got on in the picture from two years ago. My hair gets longer and longer everyday. I just cut 3 inches off a couple months ago and it has grown 4 more.
In 2015, I was a very heavy drinker. My boyfriend and I both were. We both had our own separate bottles in the freezer at all times. We drank every night starting from 5pm all the way until 5am. I’d bring a bottle into work and hide it in my locker and take shots all throughout the night. We also were doing lots of cocaine. I had a lot of money saved up but we wasted it all because I was always too fucked up to go to work yet I still needed my vodka. My boyfriend lost his job because he felt like he needed to take care of me and was afraid to leave me alone. I was never not fucked up enough to realize what he was doing for me.
Now, in 2017, I am semi-sober. HA. I often tell my customers that I prefer water over alcohol now, kudos to me, yeah? Since my mishap a few weeks ago… I haven’t had a single drop, promise!! As for the cocaine, that hasn’t been in my system since 2015. We quit shortly after we started, luckily.
Also, in 2016, I had made a New Year’s Resolution to accomplish and it was to do this workout every day at least once. I did it! And even did it twice some days. I had to actually quit doing it because I was losing booty fat! To this day, I’ll still do this workout when I feel I need to. My stomach and legs are so much more toned. And my stomach is indeed flatter than it was 2 years ago! Which also has resulted in a lot more confidence.
Ah, that’s a big one, I have a lot more confidence than I did 2 years ago.
My relationship with my boyfriend is a lot stronger now, but that happens everyday.
As a person, I don’t think I’ve changed too much. My personality and opinions are the same. But I’m smarter about a lot of things, especially about making new friends. I used to want to be everyone’s friend but I’ve learned that’s impossible. I know that a real and true friend is one in a million. You could say I’m a lot more reserved nowadays.
Oh, and my knees and hips crack all the time now.
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